hmm...

I heard today that we eat rat hair like 2lb a year. maybe? i forgot
So I was wondering that I think I ate rat hair today since maybe I don't know what I'm eating at cafeteria. I ate a cheese pizza today for lunch. I thought it was good but...
What about the movie Ratatouille? I bet the restaurant was pretty bad, full of rat hairs. Maybe lice was there too.
Oh my gosh!! My hair band looks like a pretzel right now!! hmm, randomness...
my eyesight is getting pretty worse. I kinda see things blurry again... I don't want to buy another pair of glasses!! I want to get contacts. Maybe I'll have surgery. (That's not gonna happen)!!

Peanut butter n jelly time~

I had pbj for lunch~!
It was so awesome! I think I put too much peanut butter than the jelly, but oh well!
I miss the fpg pbj. It was so~ good! It was already mixed so I didn't have to do it.
But for middle school, it's crap.

I eat sushi

"I eat sushi" that's what my sister's shirt says. Yeah, that reminds me, I'm having sushi tonight!!
Recently, my mom got a almost part time at harris teeter by the cafe carolina. It 's like I get them for free!! I love raw fishies!! Especially the tuna.

My day isn't going so well right now since I'm doing homework all day. But sometimes the laptop gets too hot so I'll have to rest it for an hour or two. During that time, I watch T.V~!

I'm also in pain right now because I have a rash or big bug bite. It feels itchy and when I scratch it, it's like I'm making them bigger...

Today's such a beautiful day but too bad I can't go outside, I mean I want to but I don't know where to go. There's tons of weird people outside wandering around. Look! I see one right now!

I don't think I want to go to school tomorrow. Wait, I don't have to! It's Sunday!

hahahahha~

Experimentation

I did an experiment today. At recess, I kinda stayed by myself to see how it feels to be alone.

Experiment result: Not fun at all.

So, I think that if you're really nice, some people will come toward by your happiness. But, if you're new or something, rarely people will get near. Or, people will feel pity towards you. I think that people in groups don't want to hurt their reputation or something. I don't know what they're thinking.

Last year, I was pretty lonely. But, I made friends that were new to the school. I felt satisfied. Sometimes I felt like taking a nap. I didn't feel lonely that time since I always been busy thinking or daydreaming about other things. When I'm alone, I feel that it's the only time I get to be alone with my thoughts and seem really get thing straight.

There a distinctive difference between people daydreaming and people who seem to thing a lot.
First, daydreamer make a face that's staring to space. But, thinkers seem to look at a certain point and have wonder kind of looking face. My dad is a really example, he always seem to be have a really serious face but not like scary. But when he's daydreaming or something he looks like his soul gone away from his body.

So, I guess I wrote a lot. I wanted to get my feeling out. That's what blogs are for, right?

Good bye dad,

Okay, the title seems really sad like he's dead. But he's not. He just went to Seattle for 3 months...He had this job interview so he's taking it. My dad, he went to Japan for 3 weeks before and he went to Seattle for the next 3 months. *sigh ~* I am really sad. I guess I really need to my parents together. It feels really empty...

I just went to the airport and drop him off which I had to wake up at 4 in the morning. and I went to sleep at like 12:30 last night. Funny, I don't feel tired at all! Except for my eyes.

Oh, and there's still nutella at home! I just learned couple of weeks ago that it's pronounced nyuu-tella. I thought it was nut ella. Yeah... I don't really like it that much as my sister who uses every meal. Ijust get a tooth pick and dip and lick every once in a while.

Thank God it's teacher workday or I couldn't see my dad taken off. I'm a good kid! Unlike my sister who doesn't wake up until 11. I guess she's tired doing bunch of work... on my desk!! Every day. And I have to use the coffee table in the living room.