I did an experiment today. At recess, I kinda stayed by myself to see how it feels to be alone.
Experiment result: Not fun at all.
So, I think that if you're really nice, some people will come toward by your happiness. But, if you're new or something, rarely people will get near. Or, people will feel pity towards you. I think that people in groups don't want to hurt their reputation or something. I don't know what they're thinking.
Last year, I was pretty lonely. But, I made friends that were new to the school. I felt satisfied. Sometimes I felt like taking a nap. I didn't feel lonely that time since I always been busy thinking or daydreaming about other things. When I'm alone, I feel that it's the only time I get to be alone with my thoughts and seem really get thing straight.
There a distinctive difference between people daydreaming and people who seem to thing a lot.
First, daydreamer make a face that's staring to space. But, thinkers seem to look at a certain point and have wonder kind of looking face. My dad is a really example, he always seem to be have a really serious face but not like scary. But when he's daydreaming or something he looks like his soul gone away from his body.
So, I guess I wrote a lot. I wanted to get my feeling out. That's what blogs are for, right?
